My Prayer

Dear Lord, deliver me from me. My greatest battle, my arch enemy, my vice, my weakness…is me. Can I blame some disastrous circumstance, can I blame some deep trial? No, my greatest problem…is me! Is the knowledge of the Cross not enough for me? Is the thought of the depth of hell that you brought me from not enough to wake me up? Is your unfailing love not enough to melt a hardened heart? Is the promise of Your return not inevitable enough to snap me into action? Oh heavenly Father have mercy on me and deliver me from the fate of the church of the Laodicea. Help me to not be neither hot nor cold, deliver me from luke warmness. My soul cries out to see! My heart yearns to feel, to burn with the fire and passion of Christ. Jesus I don’t understand why you don’t walk away and my resolutions don’t last the day.

But alas! I will trust in You. There’s nothing left that I can do, today give me the wisdom and strength to TRUST in you!